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  • #1

    I'm a shitbag buyer.

    I still owe Kremit $200.
    I screwed up a deal with LPC Custom, which shouldn't have even been an idea, because I still owed Kremit...

    DO NOT do any buisness with me, until you see that I have paid Kremit. I wouldn't even attempt to look, but much like sobriety, I break, and see whats out there . Then I come to terms with reality...I just **** up.

    My life situation is no excuse, nor does it justify anything.. but I want it to be understood.. the last year has been the most terrible year in my life, period.
    Between an abusive g/f, and financial issues, I was battling a few HARD addictions...and life situations... I've been taking on these issues since I moved out on my own when I was 16. I'm 20 and its finnaly coming to rest, within the last 8 weeks.

    After moving 1200 miles away to family support, I went thru a lot of psych/drug treatment.

    I'm better now than I ever have been in my life, and I am taking steps to get my life in order...I'll have a job and/or have paid Kremit within 2 1/2 weeks. I can finally be at peace in my living situation, instead of doping up to escape it. I am looking at going to take some college algebra so I can get into St.Louis university. I don't mean to babble on my life story here, but I feel its a must to understand that I am not a bad dude, nor am I someone who purposely rips anyone off, or breaks trust. I'm a person of honesty and integrity.


    I feel like I can finally take the right steps forward in my life, and with saying that...

    I need to fix my mistake, and in doing so, ask for your forgiveness and understanding.

    Thanks,
    Steve
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  • #2
    Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

    This is the first negative feedback on one's own self! [img]/images/graemlins/tongue.gif[/img]

    Good luck dude!
    "Quiet, numbskulls, I'm broadcasting!" -Moe Howard, "Micro-Phonies" (1945)

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    • #3
      Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

      Steve I wish you all the best in the world you story sounds all to familiar, as mine at your age I had 1 year of AA meetings under my belt. Stregth in Numbers sometimes helps. If you ever feel yourself slipping from your goals to better yourself, you can always turn to someone for help, or guidence. Hang in there it's worth fighting the good fight when it comes to yourself. Best of luck to you.
      According To The Prophecy

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      • #4
        Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

        Steve, that's pretty insightful for a 20 year old. Hang in there man, I'm pullin' for ya!

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        • #5
          Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

          Recognizing the problem is the 1st step doing something about it is the 2nd.Having the GUTS to admit it to everyone here is step 3.I have faith in you man, you have come this far keep it up.
          Really? well screw Mark Twain.

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          • #6
            Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

            And now you're only 9 steps away from The Goal [img]/images/graemlins/grin.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/toast.gif[/img] (<--- soda pop on the rocks [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img] )

            God Bless ya, buddy

            Newc
            I want to depart this world the same way I arrived; screaming and covered in someone else's blood

            The most human thing we can do is comfort the afflicted and afflict the comfortable.

            My Blog: http://newcenstein.com

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            • #7
              Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

              Steve, I am glad you are getting your life together. It takes a big man to own up to his short comings like that. I am sure you will do well. Just keep your chin up and your goals focused. Good luck to you.
              Scott
              Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Be brave and upright, that God may love thee. Speak the truth always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong.

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              • #8
                Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                Been there, done that bro...

                Let me know if you need anything, I'm right across the river, 20 minutes from anywhere in St. Louis... Don't hesitate to shoot me a line.

                Peace bro!

                Pat

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                • #9
                  Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                  Like Pat, I am here for you. Just drop me a note.

                  Good luck,

                  Adrian
                  All hail the 'King'
                  R.I.P~ RLC

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                  • #10
                    Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                    Steve Ive been thru wicked drug addiction about 10 years ago and am here to help so dont hesitate to call me bro.

                    I may be able to offer some help.
                    Hang in there!!!

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                    • #11
                      Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                      Damn! [img]/images/graemlins/mad.gif[/img] I have some shitbags to sell and thought I found a buyer! [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img] Just kidding man!! You're facing something at age 20 that many never face up to in their entire lives. There are plenty of people and places ready to help; don't hesitate to use them, and strive on!
                      Ron is the MAN!!!!

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                      • #12
                        Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                        Hang in there, Bro~ It will work itself out fine.

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                        • #13
                          Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                          Thanks for all of your support guys, and understanding, and not calling judgments.

                          I've been doing fine with it. I've stayed away from everything except cigarettes (looking to kick those shits within a week) and a party joint...for 3 weeks now. I still have mad cravings, and want the euphoria..and the rush.

                          Newc, I'm ok with the drinks man, no soda pop on the rocks. I wish it were something as common as alcohol I had issues with...unfortunatley I was into WHOLEEEEE different feild of addiction.
                          Really guys, I appreciate it.

                          Adrian, Pat... to tell ya the truth, music was my main vent for a while, but my amps are "gone", and my guitar is still waiting to be shipped up from FL. In all honesty, just meeting some cool people, jamming out, and learning a thing or two is a lot of help... music is..my vent in life, even tho I am terrible (which is another thing I can focus on soon)

                          If you guys are down with that sometime, please send me a PM!

                          Scott, I will give you a call next week when I get a phone going.

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                          • #14
                            Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

                            Please do bro.
                            You can email me a number and I will call you on my dime.
                            Just let me know.

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                            • #15
                              Re: I\'m a shitbag buyer.

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                              Damn! I have some shitbags to sell and thought I found a buyer! [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img]

                              [/ QUOTE ]

                              BWAHAHA!
                              "Quiet, numbskulls, I'm broadcasting!" -Moe Howard, "Micro-Phonies" (1945)

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