Its the worst habit I've ever had. I've tried to quit 4 times in the last 5 years, and I get (the wife says) 'FUCKING EVIL' with everyone around me.
I know its bad for my health, and it can kill me. It (cancer from it) killed my mother just over a year ago, my siblings and I have all had heart attacks, and I still can't quit.
I'd have been better off on black tar heroin, its not even as addictive. I hate smoking. I will NOT smoke in my house nor anyone elses home. I prefer the torture of -5 F winds howling at me or even a good down pour to make me wonder why I do it to myself. I started the 'quit this shit' program again, but I want a smoke so bad I can feel it. Its not the motion, holding, puffing, but the feel of the smoke as it travels into my lungs, poisoning me with every breath. 
OK I'll stop ranting now. I nneed a smmoke.



OK I'll stop ranting now. I nneed a smmoke.
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