Bill's New Home

[horns666]

You guys got that right..

I talk with Donny last week..they wern't giving him anything for pain..no painkillers..he didn't sound like he was in acute distress, but was in pain (even tho I made him laugh)..I hope he feels no pain..no more pain.

Bill Z

[atomic charvel guy]

The last time I spoke with him I taught him a trick at the hospital on how to make the pain go away further than it was, not something I'm proud of, but he did say it helped a lot, and I don't know why he has to be in this situation and I get to enjoy life today, because when I look at the big picture, that just isn't right when I think about a lot of my actions in this world. at least I usually only hurt myself and not others, although my mother would disagree with that notion. The whole thing is just a lousy break across the board for that guy, but he might be watching over one of us someday, you never know.
my first girlfriend I ever had, real girlfriend that is, the kind you make out with was in 5th grade. She was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I mean she was a few steps up the ladder in comparison to the good looking girls and when I was told that she liked me the best, I dropped to my knees in my driveway and looked up and said thankyou God, you're one amazingly kind cat, and my first kisses with her I still think about, and where they were, and how great it felt to hold her hand when i was just 11 years old. I had my leather jacket on and it felt good to walk with her into school, it felt good to walk with her out of school and runaway for the last 2 hours.As we got older we went to different schools but remained always first loves, and I came home from prep school for Easter weekend in 9th grade to hear that she's been killed, hit by a train no less and knocked into the reeds of the swamp by the traintracks that we'd sometimes walk for shortcuts. If there was ever a god to me it was her beautiful face. it could launch ten thousand ships, and sometimes i think she's watching over me and maybe it's her that's kept me out ofharms way all these times. It's a stretch, but it's really nice to think, so if it's so, i want her to plant one on Donny's lips and either wake him up or take him up to wherever she is, because she will always be beautiful, and she'd make Donny feel like a champion like no other . Lots of weird vibes i'm getting lately, lots of sadness, and lots of hope at the same time. It's been a rainy like year for a lot this year, and I'm just hoping a couple of good breaks come through for people here, I think they deserve it. I miss you Lisa, and i miss you already Donny.

[atomic charvel guy]

you know the saying by now right-lol?

[GodOfRhythm]

My thoughts are with Donny as this clusterfuck of a misjustice that's happening to him....If there was one guy who didn't deserve anything like this it's him

[fett]

Donny...blessed be to our brother!!

You don't know how hard this has hit me. I don't usually get deep dark down depressed. That's because I have blocked out the 10 years it took my wife to die. She was 38. This Donny thing brought it all back. It made me remember and it took me a day to get over it. I can't even type this without tears in my eyes. I hate how personal this board is getting and admire the people that are here and really care. It just sucks. And that's why I am being a Goof. The rest is too painful. I remember Donny and he will be alive in my memories.

[horns666]

Yeah, I know guys..We all have that "someone" who always takes apart of us with them when they go. But they are always in our memories and hearts.

I almost lost my wife 10 years ago..it was a close one..it really was no more than a flip of a coin. Even tho I didn't lose her, it left a scar that never healed with me..because it showed me how fragile life is and how easily I could lose the closest to me.

I lost many friends that I've worked with, John will prolly experience that himself when he becomes a cop..that's a very tight brotherhood, especially those you work with shoulder to shoulder and become friends..I seen way too many of them go. I lost my health and that's only getting worse with age due to my injury, My father and mother is falling apart. My wife is seriously hurt again..and I know that will only get worse. I seen my son snap his arm in half last year...you don't recover from all that compiled misery.

I was extremely upset for Stu, then for Jack..and now Donnie..and I'm always thinking of Jimmy and Rich too, because of their health troubles..I was really upset when Jimmy's son was hurt, but he's OK now. Friends I never met, but still very close. My "friends" here are my entire social outlet. I share alot with you guys..and my friends confided in me..that alone makes me feel good...to be held in that regaurd..just like Donny..

I remember talking to Donny a few years ago on Vettes, and wanting to buy somethging a little "cooler and faster"..like a Viper..Donny sent me a few links of Cobras that were on Ebay..that perked my interest big time. I always loved them, but never investigated that route really. Donny planted that seed in my head. My dad called on one who changed his mind about selling it..but turned me onto the guy that made his and mine. If it wern't for Donny, I prolly wouldn't have my Cobra. I was set on a used Viper or C6 Vette..that Cobra is my pride..I wouldn't have it if it wern't for Donny.

So, whenever even I look at it..I will always think of him...just as I did today!

I got together a package I was going to send to Donny..my Vh trib home vid, and demo, and some pics ..the only show I have..he was such a huge VH freak..then I got the bad news. He sounded optimistic when I talked to him, about setting up his amps at his mom's..and this happened immediately afterwards..

The memories of those I cared for makes them immortal with me. I can even immitate a friend that left some time ago to the T..I have very fond memories of all who left me...Donnie gave me many.

We just always "clicked"..when he was temporarily bounced from here when he was telling everyone FU, when he was feelin' "good"..I sent some PMs and explained his status..I was very happy to see him come back!

Well, I'll be a little busy at home with family functions, and birthday parties..but I'll keep tabs on what's goin' on..

Bill Z Bub

[horns666]

Double Donged on the post..I dunno.

[horns666]

WTF is this thread doin' on page three..you motherfuckers are slippin' or trippin'..

OK, My kid was out and about and surprised me a with a new band called Sanctity..he seen them on Headbangers and figured I'd like 'em..So, he grabbed the fucker..

What a surprise..this band is pretty kick ass..alot of new bands picked up by Roadrunner are lately. These fuckers can shred balls..Daath is another band ..produced by the great James Murphy..with a guest solo of course.

Some of this New Wave Of American Metal is pretty good..alot of it is pure shit..but there is some good ones that are worthy 'nuff for the Bill Z Bub!

So, I paid him back with a Banana Cream Pie from Bakers Square.

[Cleveland Metal]

my first girlfriend I ever had, real girlfriend that is, the kind you make out with was in 5th grade.

She was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I mean she was a few steps up the ladder in comparison to the good looking girls and when I was told that she liked me the best, I dropped to my knees in my driveway and looked up and said thankyou God, you're one amazingly kind cat, and my first kisses with her I still think about, and where they were, and how great it felt to hold her hand when i was just 11 years old. I had my leather jacket on and it felt good to walk with her into school, it felt good to walk with her out of school and runaway for the last 2 hours.

As we got older we went to different schools but remained always first loves, and I came home from prep school for Easter weekend in 9th grade to hear that she's been killed, hit by a train no less and knocked into the reeds of the swamp by the traintracks that we'd sometimes walk for shortcuts. If there was ever a god to me it was her beautiful face. it could launch ten thousand ships, and sometimes i think she's watching over me and maybe it's her that's kept me out ofharms way all these times. It's a stretch, but it's really nice to think, so if it's so, i want her to plant one on Donny's lips and either wake him up or take him up to wherever she is, because she will always be beautiful, and she'd make Donny feel like a champion like no other .

Lots of weird vibes i'm getting lately, lots of sadness, and lots of hope at the same time. It's been a rainy like year for a lot this year, and I'm just hoping a couple of good breaks come through for people here, I think they deserve it. I miss you Lisa, and i miss you already Donny.

Damn dude, that's just heavy man... You're a special dude Tommy. I understand why you're my friend.

Myself, I have been in a total weird way since the weekend myself, and I can't explain it or figure it out. Just bummin about everything.

Hope this shit passes soon...

[horns666]

Damn dude, that's just heavy man... You're a special dude Tommy. I understand why you're my friend.

Myself, I have been in a total weird way since the weekend myself, and I can't explain it or figure it out. Just bummin about everything.

Hope this shit passes soon...

It will...I know it sounds stupid..but you can't "up's if you don't have "downs"..life is fuggin' rollercoaster man..and know matter what you do, achieved or accomplished..the ride always stops...now, that's a bummer.

[Top Jimmy B]

Damn, Clerks II is on right now and they just did that King Diamond boom box scene - it was funny as hell. I had no idea there was a sequel - where have I been? I'm laughing my ass off at this movie - "yo, Freddy fuckin Mercury, where's Kelly?"

[horns666]

Damn, Clerks II is on right now and they just did that King Diamond boom box scene - it was funny as hell. I had no idea there was a sequel - where have I been? I'm laughing my ass off at this movie - "yo, Freddy fuckin Mercury, where's Kelly?"

Whenever I walk around with no shirt around the house..Vinny calls me Kinky Kelly..

That movie rules!!

[Endrik]

you allways go ass-to-mouth

[atomic charvel guy]

do you have your ATM card for BCB Endbat?-lol

[atomic charvel guy]

Damn dude, that's just heavy man... You're a special dude Tommy. I understand why you're my friend.

Myself, I have been in a total weird way since the weekend myself, and I can't explain it or figure it out. Just bummin about everything.

Hope this shit passes soon...

Thankyou for that Johnny, and I'd follow you guys into the gates of hell with all the confidence in the world that we'd be alright because our friendship would scare them all into friendly people and make it into an inviting and happening place