First let me start from the begining. Anyone who is really close to me knows I have never had a good relatiopnship with my mother I've spent the better half of my life either forgetting she is around or been angry with her, even as a child. Today My mom had a heart attack, & seeing her unconsious on floor waiting for 911 help sitting in the hospital , everything made me realise in 1 moment when she pulled me over to her side & kissed me on the forehead & thanked me for finding her & takeing care of her said a few things no matter what she has done or said to me in the past, not even my feelings towards her no matter how bad or wrong they may have been. I know she has always loved me. & I finnaly had feelings for her more than Hatred or contempt.
You people think of what I said or of me what you want, but you didn't grow up in my situation with her.I am the fool & the Bastard for being so calous for to long. An old woman after 34 years taught me another lesson about humanity today. I have no faith in god I don't need it. But for my mothers sake I hope someone is looking out for her tonight.
Thanks for putting up with my Rant,for those of you who do pray my Mom can use all the help she can get right now Thanks.
You people think of what I said or of me what you want, but you didn't grow up in my situation with her.I am the fool & the Bastard for being so calous for to long. An old woman after 34 years taught me another lesson about humanity today. I have no faith in god I don't need it. But for my mothers sake I hope someone is looking out for her tonight.
Thanks for putting up with my Rant,for those of you who do pray my Mom can use all the help she can get right now Thanks.
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