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I'm on my second, bro. Wanna hug?
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I want to be Eternal Sunshined...that is what I really want.
Mike
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Mike, I am 37, and know EXACTLY what you are talking about...Like time is short? Really aware of your mortality?
I know what youre feeling..I think I see light at the end of the 30's though......
Shawn
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For me its like you wake up one day, and all of a sudden your entire outlook on life...what you want, who you want, where you want to be, where you want to go..is just no longer the same. I am finally drying out after two solid months of perpetual drunkeness, irrational behavior and general self-destructiveness.
Mike
Sleep. The sound doesn't collapse to riffs of early eyes either.
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I'm on my second, bro. Wanna hug?
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I want to be Eternal Sunshined...that is what I really want.
Mike
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Mike, I am 37, and know EXACTLY what you are talking about...Like time is short? Really aware of your mortality?
I know what youre feeling..I think I see light at the end of the 30's though......
Shawn
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For me its like you wake up one day, and all of a sudden your entire outlook on life...what you want, who you want, where you want to be, where you want to go..is just no longer the same. I am finally drying out after two solid months of perpetual drunkeness, irrational behavior and general self-destructiveness.
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This just further proves it to me... FUCK all FUCKING sick real gore movies and shit, FUCK them all to FUCKING HELL!!!!!! [img]/images/graemlins/mad.gif[/img]
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There, now that I've cooled down a bit I just want to correct myself... don't fukk 'em to hell... cause "hell ain't such a bad place", hehe... fukk em to heaven instead, they'd probably not like it there anyway!
Or a AC Cobra..that puts a smile on my face everytime..and it's Yellow!! ..the color of Sunshine!! [img]/images/graemlins/tongue.gif[/img]
and with my Ride..the hummers come easy (pun inteneded)..but I'm a good boy...the wife wouldn't like that..she'd take my sunshine in a divorce.. [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img]
"Bill, Smoke a Bowl and Crank Van Halen I, Life is better when I do that"
Donnie Swanstrom 01/25/06..miss ya!
"Well, your friend would have Bell's Palsy, which is a facial paralysis, not "Balls Pelsy" like we're joking about here." Toejam's attempt at sensitivity.
Thats totally put it in perspective and I feel like a total arsehole now.
I have been sheltered from this kinda shit and thats why you kinda distance any kind of emotion from it.
I was going to say to delete this post, but then again, I went from going 'haha blood and guts', to feeling really shitty in the space of two or three posts, so I reckon it'll put off more people who think like me.
Apologies for my immaturity to the people that have experienced this firsthand.
Don't feel like a wanker, man. It was your opinion and your right to post what you did. I certainly wasn't trying to change your mind on anything or how you perceive gore. We are all just sharing experiences, that's all.
I wasnt saying that you intentionally made me feel bad but I kinda realised what Id said and what I was doing.
Ive always found it hard to connect pictures of dead bodies with the fact that they were alive once. Its kinda completely different. Lack of experience like I said. I saw Lenin in his tomb, couldnt really connect the fact that the guy in the pictures was the guy in front of me...
I mean im still only like 20, more or less a stupid teenager (just so you dont think im like 45 and a weirdo or some shit).
I've had my fair share of fast cars and various other toys. They are a great distraction...but that is all they are. You live your life searching for high you get from something or someone new...then you realize one day that the problem really lies within yourself...that you are merely searching for the means to fill a void...a void whose origins you can't really ascertain with any certainty.
THAT is when it hits you.
Damn, I am bumming MYSELF out!!! [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img] [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img]
Mike
Sleep. The sound doesn't collapse to riffs of early eyes either.
Mike, how can a guy with "Charlie Murphy, what did the five fingers say to the face?" as his avatar, possibly be bummed out? Go watch some Chappelle clips and feel better.
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