You ever feel like just chuckin' everything?

[fett]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Where did all the 12k and 25k a month go? What you deserve is your own business. What are we supposed to do? Support you or tell you to get off your sorry ass and make it better? You can get as pissed off all you want, but it's beginning to fall on deaf ears. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]

[Joe_Steeler]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Dude I hear you and understand you more than you think, even though I don't know what has happened in your life.
I can tell you that four years ago on a Saturday night (1:00 A.M. or so) I sat in front of the computer thinking and completely sue life and everyones sucks.
At that very time I had a bottle of Stoli and a fresh bottle of Xanax and 60 over the counter sleeping pills. I had to argue with myself for a couple of hours on not take a LONG nap.
After some discussions and reflections I decided not to be knocked down by life in the twelve round. I was going to get back and swing twice as hard.
Nothing worth having in life comes easy and some sacrifices are too much for some people to bear.
Move away, move out, divorce, quit your job, etc. do whatever you have to do for yourself that you may feel is tying you down and move on, look ahead and never back.

Look back only to get strength to continue the fight.

[atomic charvel guy]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

I don't have a safety zone. Or maybe I don't know what you're trying to say Davey. Every month is a fukkin' struggle to make the bills. Any safety zone has disappeared
a long time ago. Like I said, I'm not asking for anything, I have worked hard for this big zero I have achieved, and that's what makes me quite irate. Commission only is not for the meek, but I never worked any other way. I don't know man, just really down today. Stuff fell through once again for the 700th time. It gets kinda old ya know?
fukkin' sick of it all. I don't meet with failure very well.
and 3 years of it is just about pushing me out to where I don't give a fukk anymore.

[atomic charvel guy]

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Where did all the 12k and 25k a month go? What you deserve is your own business. What are we supposed to do? Support you or tell you to get off your sorry ass and make it better? You can get as pissed off all you want, but it's beginning to fall on deaf ears. [img]/images/graemlins/frown.gif[/img]

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It went in my arm, my nose, and on my dick.
Don't worry Fett, I won't bother your precious deaf ears anymore.
Seeya.

[fett]

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Thanks. I sincerely hope it works out for you. [img]/images/graemlins/headbang.gif[/img]

[Badseed]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

comfort zone, safety zone.Even though you get the same results everyday, you feel comfortable doing that job and even though your not "making it" or paying the bills, you stay.It gives yo reason to throw fits, complain, feel sorry for yourself,ect........You stay there rather then move on and do something unknown and different.The fear of doing something different keeps you in the same spot, year after year, with the same thing killing your spirit once a month.Its like a period for you these days, the pain.

Get a fucking Computer chip Hystorecotmy(sp?) and move on.

[Shawn Lutz]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

your right tommy...you do have the right to be pissed off...most certainly

[Badseed]

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I did it, that proves it can be done

[MBreinin]

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Tommy, im gonna send you a book called "Who moved My cheese?"

If you keep going to the same place where your cheese used to be, ONLY to find it not there for 3 years, then shame on you.Your cheese has been moved, it is up to you to find it or die.Just because its routine and comfortable , doesnt make it right does it?

You know what you need to do, i hope you find the courage to go do it and get out of your safety zone soon.

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That is a killer little book, and it does help.

Look, Tommy..life is not easy...not unless you wee pumped out of the diamond encrusted womb. We ALL go through shit...I could spew about the hard times that have come my way, but then I would be breaking a certain person's rule and thinking too much.

Dude, it will happen, or it won't. However, you have lived more life than 90% of us..and there are plenty here with broken dreams.

Are you breathing? Are there peole that care for you, and about you? Hell, even people that only know you by picture and posts on this board..from all around the world, CARE about you.

Come on, Tommy. Relax, live...work, you know the drill, dude. Nothing is easy, and nothing is free.

Mike

[toejam]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Tommy, it's time to take off the saggy diapers that leak and try some Huggies. [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img] Just think positive, things will get better, dude! [img]/images/graemlins/toast.gif[/img]

[horns666]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Tommy my bro..

These guys care for you as I do..and mean well.

A good day for me is a day that I am not in agony..some days I just want to choke a fucker or just plain vent to "someone"..

Life is a fucking Rollercoaster man..you're at the top ..then you go 100mph into a double helix loop of poop...

"Live long and suffer"...I wrote a song called that..but the title came from member Sgt Jon's dad.

The only good thing about being down is that there is no place to go but up...hopefully that will be the case my friend. [img]/images/graemlins/tongue.gif[/img]

A little thing called .."arthritis" will make my future a bleak one..no matter how much money I have....I have money..but I would give it away if I could not have pain and be "happy" like most people..just like I used to be not long ago.

I see nothing but happy people and it makes me physically sick..because most of them don't deserve it ..IMO! [img]/images/graemlins/wink.gif[/img]

Because "people" put me in THIS condition, while trying to help others in good faith...oh well....who knew....it's over...my existence would not be if it wern't for my wife and son..and that is a fact!

That is why I say whatever I want to whoever ..whenever..because I sincerely don't give a fuck ...what are they gonna do.."hurt" me??...yeah right! [img]/images/graemlins/laugh.gif[/img]

Bill Z Bub

[mm2002]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Tommy, believe this or not, but I went through EXACTLY what you're going through. I'm not talking kinda the same deal, it was pretty much EXACTLY! I'm not going to spill it all here, but if you want to call me I'll talk (and listen). 417-561-1774

[Flametop]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Holy fukking craptical hell!! I've weighed in on this sort of shit before. PM sent...

[Endrik]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Tommy, what about doing something else?

a salesman
a comedian (you have a very funny and weird sense of humour)
you were hell of a player, joining a pop band wich pays and/or doing session works
doing porn movies
or whatever

there must be something else.

[stevieb91]

Re: You ever feel like just chuckin\' everything?

Tommy,sorry do drag a cheesy cliche into this,but it'a always the darkest before the dawn...

Let go of the past,if you spend life looking over your shoulder,not only do you have no control over where you are going,you might miss the turn that takes you where you want to be..