..I know Rich, I do know what you mean..my grandma was like that for me..she was awesome..I could do NO wrong in her eyes..I miss her.
El Kabong..I do have "post traumatic stress disorder"..I would assume that some war vets and other cops go thru the same feelings I have..
Like I said ..some things that life throws at you will make or break some people..my convictions and beliefs are a direct result of those experiences.
I was in a shooting that my partner never got over..he's ruined for life..he's still on the job..but he hasn't worked a zone car since the night of March 23rd 1994...we went thru approx 90 rounds all together in that fire fight..some coming just inches from me..my wife was pregnant with Vinny at the time..He works the "office".. now..he should just go off on a medical (mental)..it's definitely warranted!
I went right back to the zone car right after our mandatory 90 day "administrative leave"..your assigned to the gym while the city prosecuter rules that it was a "good" shooting and after you passed a psyche evaluation..
I could have went back to work the next day..I knew what I did was necessary...I didn't lose much sleep that night..
You do and see all this crazy shit..and well you just get a whole new perspective on things...happened to me!
I know cops that went off the deep end in the opposite direction and became ministers..they read the Bible at Roll Call...and prayed before and after their tour of duty everyday..
All Good guys..just different mindsets..
I can't blame TV or "media"..I was never home to watch it..and when your a cop..you don't watch cop shows, you don't care about guns anymore and you definitely don't watch the news!!
El Kabong..I do have "post traumatic stress disorder"..I would assume that some war vets and other cops go thru the same feelings I have..
Like I said ..some things that life throws at you will make or break some people..my convictions and beliefs are a direct result of those experiences.
I was in a shooting that my partner never got over..he's ruined for life..he's still on the job..but he hasn't worked a zone car since the night of March 23rd 1994...we went thru approx 90 rounds all together in that fire fight..some coming just inches from me..my wife was pregnant with Vinny at the time..He works the "office".. now..he should just go off on a medical (mental)..it's definitely warranted!
I went right back to the zone car right after our mandatory 90 day "administrative leave"..your assigned to the gym while the city prosecuter rules that it was a "good" shooting and after you passed a psyche evaluation..
I could have went back to work the next day..I knew what I did was necessary...I didn't lose much sleep that night..
You do and see all this crazy shit..and well you just get a whole new perspective on things...happened to me!
I know cops that went off the deep end in the opposite direction and became ministers..they read the Bible at Roll Call...and prayed before and after their tour of duty everyday..
All Good guys..just different mindsets..
I can't blame TV or "media"..I was never home to watch it..and when your a cop..you don't watch cop shows, you don't care about guns anymore and you definitely don't watch the news!!
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