Tara wherever you are, it's for you

[atomic charvel guy]

Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners
Parading in a wake of sad relations as their shoes fill up with water
And maybe I'm too young
To keep good love from going wrong
But tonight you're on my mind so (you'll never know)

I'm broken down and hungry for your love
With no way to feed it
Where are you tonight? Child, you know how much I need it
Too young to hold on and too old to just break free and run

Sometimes a man gets carried away
When he feels like he should be having his fun
And much too blind to see the damage he's done
Sometimes a man must awake to find that, really,
He has no one...

So I'll wait for you... And I'll burn
Will I ever see your sweet return, oh, or will I ever learn
Lover, you should've come over
Cause it's not too late

Lonely is the room the bed is made
The open window lets the rain in
Burning in the corner is the only one who dreams he had you with him
My body turns and yearns for a sleep that will never come
It's never over, my kingdom for a kiss upon her shoulder
It's never over, all my riches for her smiles when I sleep so soft against her...
It's never over, all my blood for the sweetness of her laughter
It's never over, she is the tear that hangs inside my soul forever
Maybe I'm too young to keep good love from going wrong
Oh Lover, you should've come over 'Cause it's not too late

[lerxstcat]

Thjat's a beautiful sad song, Tommy. I hope that's old pain and not recent, but either way, well written.

[Guitardude86]

Straight from the heart. Man, if she sees this she can't refuse you...
She's lucky to have someone care that much for her.
That is very, very rare my friend.
Best of luck to you!

[horns666]

Tommy..I want you!

[axeman81]

is that the chick you went to NAMM with? write music as good as those lyrics and you'll have one helluva song...

[atomic charvel guy]

She was the one, and I don't have any idea where she is anymore. But new things have come to light, and I want Bill now-lol
Bill, you're a fukkin' riot dude. Seriously, , when I look back on my life, for some reason this was the girl who made me feel like love did really exist, and it all happened in a matter of seconds when she got out of her car and our eyes would meet as I would be waiting outside myhouse in the cold freezing weather for her when she pulled up to my house. I was 22 and she was 19, and her face could launch a few thousand ships. We were too young, we loved each other to the point where we were engaged after 4 months, right in the middle of the biggest sexual explosion in our lives, circa 1987, and when our lips were locked I've never kissed another pair that made me feel that good, and the tears in her eyes when I couldn't stay any longer because I had rehearsal, or if she had to go home, etc. always made ber beautiful . Most girls always say-"god i look like hell now , le tme fix my face"-lol not with this girl, she cried diamonds and when she had to go away for college I would fly once a month for a long weekend with her, and things changed when it became a long distance relationship. Seeing her after waiting for so long each time made it different, while my bandmates are telling me to take that girl, or that one, they both want you, she'll never know ,etc. and for the first time I said but I'd know and I don't want to inflict any pain on this girl. She ended up cracking first and was unfaithful, and it broke my heart. A really broken heart. My best frind John came over, he said c'mon dude, your band is hot, you on the make, let's go out to a club. I said I'm not in the mood johnny, he said, that is not the point, get up, or i'll pick you up and we're going out. I went on a rampage and even slept with her little sister who was 2 years younger than she was, and believe me I didn't feel good about it, but it was back to beating them off with a stick in L'amour, L'amour East, the Cat club, The Limelight, The Danceteria, all the huge clubs in New York were filled with girls that you literally could take your pick of, and in the end when she came home from school for good, she stopped by, and the firey magic was still there when we looked at each other again, but when she heard about me going on a rampage with as many as I could, she couldn't get over it. I said you cheated first(i never told her about her sister, it would be too much,she'd kill her, for real)but she said the thought of me being with another woman was too much. I said how do you think I feel, and she said he was nothing just a drunken mistake, and i said what do you think mine were? she said drunken accomplishmments, and I said no, the whole time I'd wished it was you so I had to make myself feel good again by reassuring myself that girls liked me, but I was ready to go for another shot, and she started crying those diamonds again and thought I was back together with her, but I never saw her again until the night before I moved to California back in '89. she showed up in tears of course, right outside the local bar where my friends were sending me off in style with tons of coke and booze , and just one last bender for the ages. I said what are you doing here, she said you're leaving forever and I have to be with you right now, and we jumped in her car, took off for about a half hour, after a passion filled sex capade, she asked me not to go, and I said I have to. I'll call you I promise, and she said, I'm never going to see you again, you'll never come back. She was right. I came back, for christmas and Yankke stuff but I never could find her again. If I run into her, and if the look is still in the eyes as it had been, I'd drop Helen of Troy for her. Even though I vowed under 30 for the rest of my life, but with her it's forever. I hope she feels the same way still, because I used to make her feel happy, and she made me walk tall in return. And I even turned away groupies that she would never had found out about, because that was the one girl i've really only loved when I think about it. Man, she was something, Heather Thomas face, and perfect everywhere else. Where are you Tara?
(no disrespect to my current girl who is my best friend in the world)This is just a calling out because I never forgot how you made me feel. And how you probably would still.

[atomic charvel guy]

No Axeman, that is my new girlfriend Jeanette from the NAAM show.. I'm 41 now, and tara was my girl when I was 22.
The lyrical tribute is to her, and I hope my girlfriend doesn't see this cuz she's as cool as can be as far as whatever the relationship
calls for , or what direction it heads in, but Tara as a whole, her face, her laugh, the sparkliest blue eyes i've come across, her heart, her efforts, her body was right on time as well, I don't know , she just bowled me over like a truck. I always was fortunate enough to go out with some real doozies ya know, some that even smoked Tara, but she had a hammerlock on my heart, and when she cracked first in the cheating dept. , I thought that all girls were liars and that I was just going to have fun and just hop aimlessly from bed to bed and just do what I do best, be a leader of disasters that are fun. I didn't have a steady girlfriend for 14 years after that-lol why bother.

[MBreinin]

Ah, yes...we all have one of those. I am still friends with mine, although I wanted to murder her 6 ways to Sunday for quite some time.

However, you can never go back to the past...I tried and it doesn't work.

Makes for good songs though.

Mike

[atomic charvel guy]

i've gone back to the past, and it's worked, not with girls, with my time machine-lol
She's still the only one i ever loved for real, and that's a fact. If we bumped into each other we'd rape eachother on the spot, in front of the general public, in a restaurant, anywhere, and I feel her thinking about me too right now. I'm with the Rocket now though (jeanette) and Even if I knew it would work out, with tara, Jeanette's been the best to me as a human being, so I can't trade that for anything. except maybe the lottery numbers when it 's 40 mill. or more, that way i can give her a bunch of dough to make up for the splitting up.

[MOSHWITZ]

deep bro......
MOSH ON
DAVE

[Endrik]

It never works out with the one you love the most, never, I don't even bother, one nighters are for me and I'm happy with it.

I hate being in love because the one you love the most isn't really the best person in the world or the prettiest (hey they are hot but not the hottest) and you just can't get them out of your head. I hate when some chick is haunting me...

[MBreinin]

It never works out with the one you love the most, never, I don't even bother, one nighters are for me and I'm happy with it.

I hate being in love because the one you love the most isn't really the best person in the world or the prettiest (hey they are hot but not the hottest) and you just can't get them out of your head. I hate when some chick is haunting me...

Gee, Endrik you stun me with the depth of your character!!

Sometimes, there is more to it than being hot. As a general rule I have found that the hotter the girl, the more of a pain in the ass she is.

You are still young, so bang all of the hot ones you can. Down the road you will find one that understands you and who you feel comfortable with...regardless of how hot she is.

Mike

[Endrik]

Mike, thanks

I'm a northern man, northern men are cold and not emotional or some shit like that.

I can be very cold hearted and not show my emotions at all, I'm master at hiding them.

But what I really feel deep inside is another thing, and that's something I will never share with anyone...

...I would probaby suck on some reality TV show

[MBreinin]

Mike, thanks

I'm a northern man, northern men are cold and not emotional or some shit like that.

I can be very cold hearted and not show my emotions at all, I'm master at hiding them.

But what I really feel deep inside is another thing, and that's something I will never share with anyone...

...I would probaby suck on some reality TV show

That's why you'all can drink two liters of Vodka and still stand!!!

Mike

[Endrik]

yeah you are right

but I'm not an ordinary Estonian, most of our people are shy as hell, I'm a wild motherfucker, I make stupid jokes and stunts all the time, I speak with VERY loud voice, when it's party time then I make sure that the whole block nows that Endbat is right here.