A bit of humanity...

[Cleveland Metal]

Hey Bill, when I meet you I'm gonna give you a BIG bear hug...and there's nothing you can do about it! HAHAHAHAHA!!

Bill will have to bring a chair to stand on!

I figured that was gonna be gay, but it actually made me smile a bit...

[RacerX]

Gonna hug you too, Cleveland John!

[Adam]

Nothing gay about that - just simple good will.

This world can be so bleak and depressing sometimes... watching that made me smile.

[Top Jimmy B]

Yep, that was great.

[Cleveland Metal]

Gonna hug you too, Cleveland John!

Aww...

Well, just don't Ed Roman me...

[StukaJU87]

OK..who wants a hug from Bill Z Bub..

anyone...anyone...Bueller??

I'll take one you sick fuck. Just keep your hands off my ass. It's still sore from that chick at the Red Rock whipping it with a leather belt.:ROTF:

[Budman68]

thanks for that, Nate, came in at a good time-

[horns666]

Hey Bill, when I meet you I'm gonna give you a BIG bear hug...and there's nothing you can do about it! HAHAHAHAHA!!

I'll hug ALL my bros..I just don't trust people..knowing who I am, explains why..

I'm VERY stand off-ish towards strangers..for good reason..many have tried to hurt or kill me..that's not cool..that can change a person..ya know..

I have to know you to let you in my space..that's just the way it is..

It's that sound track..that adds to the emotiom..music does that..watch it with the sound off..different vibe I think..

I know dude has the best of intentions..I know that..I'm toungue in cheek with my prior comments, but that's just my humor and demeanor..I been programmed this way....

I very much want to let down my gaurd, it's very exhausting and stressful..but I don't want the chance it.. for me or my loved ones to be "victims"..therefore I project this intimidating presence so that people avoid me..just to play it safe..because it is a sick world..and even tho his intentions may be good, I'm not going to gamble my safety to risk that...unless I know you..or we're established..

that is where I came from and it saved my ass many times..believe me.

too bad it has to be this way..I'm always prepared for the worse..ya know..I have to be.

I see a shrink about this twice a month and this is very common amoung people in my proffession..for the obvious reasons..I stated above.

People would appreciate that I helped them in a matter and want to shake my hand or hug me..while I had my weapon on and THAT always made me very uneasy and nervous..even tho I knew they were sincere.

my bro just got shot with his own weapon just a few months ago..you never know what is in someone's head..that's true..sad but true..

That's where I'm came from..my POV..pretty sad really.

I truly wish I don't have to be this way..but I been in very bad situations and what is once learned is never forgotten..it stays with you forever..

post traumatic syndrome they call it..