i've just put one of my axes on ebay and can't help but dwell on the last few moments i was playing her. it's for a good cause - food, heat and water, but can't help thinking i could starve a bit. my gf has recently done a runner, i have no idea where she is, why she fucked off, and most importantly, if she's ok. trying to keep myself above water level, i've started seeing someone else, then i get stick off another girl cuz i won't have her. fuck's sake! i can't make anyone happy
i can't wait til xmas for my bonus - cuz fuck it, i'm seriously wanting to buy a new guitar and resume my original lonely existence. i'm considering kalms (light anti-depressants?) or tollerating it all until i get paid when i can get absolutely shitfaced.
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