Ever feel like

[GodOfRhythm]

the train's just slipping off its tracks? I used to find some solace in creating and playing music, but I can't even find the motivation for that anymore.

I'm way behind on classes because I just don't give a fuck about what I'm studying anymore, people very dear to me are a breath away from dying, I'm losing all that hard-earned muscle mass fast, my sleeping is fucked, I have no more appetite, my love life went from blooming to non-existant over the course of a couple of weeks, my dog's about to die, I'm pretty sure I'm going to be arrested over some shit fairly soon now, I most probably am a psychological mess and everything I plan to do just never seems to even get off the ground, hmmmm what else can I think of?

It's as if the very fabric of my life is dissolving in front of my eyes and I can't even find the fucking energy anymore to start patching it up and get everything back on track. I've been told by a close friend to go see a psychiatrist, but I'd rather die than set foot in one of their offices.

I'm very close to just saying fuck it all. I enjoy nothing anymore so what's point anyways.

Just venting and self pitying..

Send some vibes people, I need em

[Spivonious]

Things can stack up sometimes, but they will get better. I remember when I was in college, and not really enjoying it too much, and then my girlfriend broke up with me, my grandmother (mom's side) died, and my grandfather (dad's side) died, and my dad got prostate cancer (he's okay now).

It was a really rough time, but I got through it and now I couldn't be happier. I have a beautiful wife, two bachelor's degrees, a nice job, a house, and we're about to buy a dog.

So, the moral of the story is keep on truckin' and things will get better.

[wakeUPdead]

Yeah I hear ya dude. Take some time to yourself, find some solace in it all. Time alone with yourself is a good place to start to rebuild a foundation of who you are. Stress can take a toll, and I guess just like with a guitar we need to stop tune up or change our strings to keep on jammin'. Just an analogy.

[rjohnstone]

Sounds like you're ready to write a country tune.
Sorry... just trying to lighten the mood.

I know how you feel.
I think we've all been down that road at one time or another.

I don't the a shrink will really be needed, but I do think you need to talk to someone. A good friend maybe or even a complete stranger for that matter.
It helps to get whats on your mind out in the open.

Hell, keep talking (typing actually) right here.
Most of us are mature enough to provide some level of support and feedback.

It's all up to you really, but you have taken the first step and getting back on track... you're talking about it.

We're here if you need us.

[Horse Called War]

Your answer to your problems is your guitar playing and music. Use your playing to let all that stress out of you. Believe me I have been to the lowest of lows and made it back.

[Jason1212]

You are depressed and seeking help is recommendable. Everyone goes through this and if they dont they are blissfully ignorant cunts. Get out of bed and work out. Dont do it to get big just do it to do something. It will bring your energy back. Dont focus on the things you cant change, but do come about a game plan to work on the things you can. Loss of family and pets is a sad thing but it's inevitable. I have lost three family members in as many years so believe me when I say I know where your at. Life for you goes on though.

[Shawn Lutz]

It sounds like you have some major depression and you should seek help there whether from some friends, family or medical professional. Just talking to someone and getting it off you chest will help. I also agree that you should kick yourself in the ass and do some exercise....It certainly keeps me sane , otherwise stress can build up and fuck with your mood

everyone goes through different degrees of the blues, some worse than others but it is normal.

Keep you chin up bro, everything will be ok and work itself out. I personally am guilty of living the now at times....so if I'm pissed or upset about something I start hating life....I just have to tell myself look at the big picture and not just today, right now or this moment. When I reflect on that it always seems to get back on track...I have a great life, wife, kids,family and friends so getting upset of minute shit isn't worth it

[Gartron]

some very good advice so far on this thread

if it helps GodOfRythem I've found that life goes through peaks and troughs, when your at your lowest things have to get better because there is nowhere else for them to go.

Take some time on your own and think about what is really important to you and start fixing it.

I wish you well!

[DonP]

My wife is fat, the house is a mess, and the kids are brats

Seriously, I was in a major car accident this past March - both legs broke, wrist busted, lungs, etc.

When life throws a curve ball, just go with the flow.

[Cygnus X1]

I've missed you around here over the past weeks. I consider myself in good graces of life, but it's strange, sometimes, that we find ourselves sunk, and
in a loop. I have friends of faith that are a big help, and a great family that won't allow me to wallow around. But it's in here, sometimes, and it's a tough climb.
Here's a thread I threw out there, that sums it up for the JCF people I've met here:

http://www.jcfonline.com/forums/showthread.php?t=75436

[SouthPlatteDemon]

Hang in there. The low energy is concerning though. And the fact your eating and sleeping is off. You might want to see a medical doctor about it as this could be biological not just mental.

[RacerX]

What are you getting arrested for, Ward? If they have weights in the jails there maybe you can use the time to work out.

[fett]

What are you getting arrested for? If they have weights in the jails there maybe you can use the time to work out.

With all due respect, you, sir, are an ass.

[RacerX]

[Cygnus X1]

Children...be nice...we have a friend in need.
Take your little games outside....