Ok, I've had it

[horns666]

Bill I’ve got nothing against you personally and you’ve done absolutely nothing to deserve me calling you out. To be perfectly honest with you, and myself, I envy you man. I hate to fucking admit that, but I do, so whatever.

I know that this isn’t the right way to quit a forum. I honestly believed the post would get ignored and my account suddenly wouldn’t work anymore. Thinking back on it, I know that my thinking was pretty fucking retarded.

I have been feeling a little sorry for myself lately; I don’t pretend to know why, I just have, and I really chose the wrong way to express it.

Anyway, yes, I feel like an asshole and I deserve whatever crap I get for writing this completely ridiculous thread in the first place.

Steve

Thanks, I was wondering if I said something that personally offended you. What you disclosed is quite flattering...But,

Steve/Guys,

I hate crying the blues, but I'll let you in on a shitty secret. I'm not doing well, and I don't care. I'm part paralyzed, including my playing hand..which will only get worse. My wife's health conditions is severe. I've been through alot, but I haven't seen anything yet. This explains why I don't care. I must keep breathing to see that my son, and wife is takin care of. I may have another 10 years if I keep some level of self preservation in check. I eat pills like candy, and I'm waiting for my liver to take a dump. Because of constant pain and my extremely low tolerance of bullshit, I NEVER leave my house. Pain impedes my ability to enjoy or appreciate any blessings I have. BUT, I haven't lost my sense of humor. In fact, to be quite honest, I'm the funniest fucking asshole I know. Take Dice/Kinison/Carlon/Pryor..that's what I do. I had friends, family, and strangers beg me to do open mics forever. I just do it for them, and myself. Plenty of people tell me to write books. I could, but instead, I'll just write my bs for you guys and myself. I worked in a true definition of a shithole, and this got me and my guys through the day. I even had prisoners laughing on their way to jail or at the booking window (truth). Now this gets my family through the day. I gotta be "good" to do that! I'll die laughing..and I know this.

There is not a fucking person on this thread that I don't respect. There's a couple newer guys I don't know, but that's about it.

Steve, UFOrocks, stay, and by all means let's shoot the shit. You're more than welcome to stop @ Casa Del Fuggem in the Non-related section, and make yourself at home. I wished more people stopped by and ramble about any silly crap. That's what its there for. There is alot of what I call "bros" that I wished would stop by more. That's my place here.

As far as who's in Bill Z "Circle Jerk" like Levantin asked ..I think you already know!! Well, you should! SeeGee and Cygs is a circle jerk within my circle jerk. They're in the middle smacking each other with pudsabers like Pud Wars. I have to admit, it is hilarious watching Mr. G constantly poking Cyg in the balls. They're both genuinely good guys. There is some sillyass motherfuckers here..Tommy, SEEGEE, Spike, Jay, Shob, Rsmaker, Endy, Jack the Riffer, Cleve-John, Jimmy, Gary, fuggin' Joe, to name some. Don't drink a beverage reading anything these fuckers post. You'll be spraying out your blowhole

Like I said I have the upmost respect for so many of you guys, and gals. Yeah, I know a little about metal, I know a little about amps, a little legal advice, but my only real "gift" is laughter. That's what I do.

You're always going to have "clicks", but trust me, I hold MANY of you in a higher regard than you prolly think...and I wished you would dropped by once in a while.

Bill Z

[RacerX]

Aw you fugger you didn't include me in your little list Boo Hoo







Ya bald bastid!

[horns666]

I must have fuggin' mental telepathy or some shit. I KNEW I should have named Ron in my ramble. Ron you know you're in there!!! You big dick!

In fact, you guys can line up, like waiting for Santa and ask me if I love you. I will answer ALL queries with complete honesty!

[GodOfRhythm]

I've handed out plenty of shit on here and caught a healthy amount of it in return myself. Keeps you balanced! Now go fuck yourself!

[AK47]

I thought this was going to be about the real "JCF inner circle" you know where ToeJam and some of his JCF cronies invite you on a fishing trip then...

after a while you go canoeing have a few beers and they start telling you how much they like you and ask if you want to belong to the secret "inner circle"

Then they start with the comments like "You got a purty mouth." and "Does this look big on me?" while exposing their genitalia...

Then you start feeling really uncomfortable and they start grabbing your cheeks and physically harassing you. In your head you keep telling yourself you’re not a piece of meat but you want to be part of the "inner circle"

Before you know it you find yourself making moral compromises as you want so badly to be part of this "inner circle" so you think they really mean "just the tip" or "if you don’t like it you can stop but just keep it in your mouth for 30 seconds first." but instead it is a ruse to get you to........

Well I think I said too much...since this thread is not about that just ignore this post...

There is no "inner circle" I swear!!!

[Endrik]

I vote we keep UFORocks and get rid of Endrik hahahaha

only when your post-o-meter goes to zero again

[horns666]

only when your post-o-meter goes to zero again

wouldn't that be a bitch!!!

Ron got that restored..right?

[Cygnus X1]

I still owe HippieTim a beer, but forgot why.

[SEEGERMANY]

I first heard the term "inner circle" back in the mid 1980's in a corporate boardroom. Next time I heard it, Dave Mustaine used it in 1999 to describe his relationship with his admin and moderators. So basically, for me, it's a retarded description unless it refers to the area below a neatly trimmed landing strip!

[horns666]

Wasn't "Inner Circle" the reggae band that wrote the theme song to COPS. "Bad boys..Bad boys..watchoo gonna do..watchoo gonna do ..when they come for you".

That's the only words I can make out. I can never understand the lyrics to reggae music..it fucks me all up.

[Endrik]

you gotta roll a thicker fatty to understand it mon

[VitaminG]

http://www.notmadeforyou.com.au/

http://www.innercirclerum.com

[nhspike]

I love the dogs growling at you.
LOL

[heartfielder]

Where's the love Bill ... ? I need a hug ... LOL !!!

Btw, I'm sorry to hear about your situation, I hope it gets better quickly !!!

[Jacksons Shred]

you gotta roll a thicker fatty to understand it mon

That cracked me up.